Ramzzy Radulescu
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I know I'm not perfect... but I'm so close it scares me.
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Mar 11, 2013 2:26:13 GMT -5
Charity sniffled, her hands clenching into William's robe as a fresh wave of tears and hurt washed down, making her breakdown all over again. This wasn't how she had first imagined her day turning out. She had felt it was going to be a great day. This was not a great day. This was a day that she wished she hadn't gotten out of bed to greet. She would've done much better wallowing in her loneliness in a bed with the curtains drawn, plagued by images of William rather than actually being with him.
Charity couldn't find her voice. She tried for a few moments before She gave in and simple nodded before more tears fell, hear heart feeling as if it were breaking all over again but she knew that it was swelling with happiness. The tears were happy as she shook her head.
"I can't believe you. You jerk. I haven;t cried like this since I was a baby." Charity wiped at her eyes, well aware of how pathetic she looked. A grown woman, bawling her eyes out in the middle of a classroom in the arms o =f her ex of all things.
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William Lucianuse
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Care of Magical Creatures Professor
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Post by William Lucianuse on Mar 11, 2013 11:51:19 GMT -5
William smiled when she spoke. She seemed slightly better than before, happier and that was something William had longed to see for such a long time. He held her tightly to his body and wiped her eyes for her. Will rested his head in her neck and just held her for a while. He just needed to make sure this was real and it was. "Charity....Can we please atleast try? I don't think I could be working AND living this close to you if we didn't."
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Ramzzy Radulescu
Slytherin
7th Year
I know I'm not perfect... but I'm so close it scares me.
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Mar 12, 2013 0:42:54 GMT -5
Charity looked up at William, seriously debating that he was really into getting hurt all the time. How many times did she have to hurt him before he stopped? Before he moved on? Before this was all just an ugly memory in his past> Charity was determined to find out.
Charity would make this being back together the worse experience William had ever gone through. He would be forced to break up with her when he saw just how much she had changed. he would absolutely hate her by the time this ride was over. He'd move on and that would be the end of that. It's be messy but Charity was good and screwing up people's lives. It was her specialty.
She pulled away and smiled up at William. Charity reached up onto her tip toes and planted a chaste kiss on his lips. "Of course we can try. I mean, it'll be a little weird because it's been a few months since I've done anything-" Charity was not going to admit the last person she had slept with was William in her 7th year. That wasn't something to be proud of. "But we can try. If it isn't right between us anymore, we'll stop."
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William Lucianuse
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Care of Magical Creatures Professor
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Post by William Lucianuse on Mar 12, 2013 1:27:21 GMT -5
William breathed a sigh of relief. She was willing to try , which was good. His heart-beat quickened, Charity being able to feel it for sure. He wanted to find out all about her again. "Charity..W..what has changed since 7th year? I..I...I want to get to know you again." William held onto her again tightly. She was the one thing in his life that he actually loved, nothing could compare to her.
He'd been alive for so long now, he'd seen many places. Some he couldn't even remember but he wanted see Charity again before he died and to be honest, he wasn't sure if he could but he had! For some unknown reason, they'd be brought together again. William rested his head on her for a short while once more. "Charity...I...I..I know a lot has changed and I know things will be different but I still need you Charity.." His voice dared not go above a whisper incase he shattered everything.
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Ramzzy Radulescu
Slytherin
7th Year
I know I'm not perfect... but I'm so close it scares me.
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Mar 17, 2013 0:54:57 GMT -5
Charity breathed deeply as she stared at William. What she supposed to say? Was she supposed to say that not much had changed? She was still under the control of the Dark Lord. The Dark Lord would still come between them. The Dark Lord would control exactly how this turned out. Charity still couldn't giver herself to William. She could offer what she could but she could never give her all. It wasn't hers to give anymore.
"Well, I have two children and I'm a healer, or at least I was, at St. Mungos. Now I'm here, back to pick on innocent children." Charity shook her head and looked at William, her eyes dropping to a smolder. She pushed William back to his desk, forcing him to sit back on the desk. Charity smirked as she clambered onto the desk, straddling William. "Now, how about we stop the talking and move onto the 'more than friends' bit, eh?" Charity braced her hand's on William's chest, pushing him flat on the desk and leaning down to kiss along his jaw.
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William Lucianuse
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Post by William Lucianuse on Mar 17, 2013 1:33:27 GMT -5
William could only smirk as he was pushed towards his desk. He remembered this, the look in her eyes and the pressure on his chest. She had two kids? He knew about Haylee, hell he'd met her before but she'd had another kid? William could only imagine how meeting them is going to go down. He couldn't see them liking him very much at first seeing as who their Mother is. All of his thoughts were ripped from him when he was forced onto the desk and Charity began their little dance.
It used to happen years ago but he'd gotten a little bit out of practice since then and he hoped his memory would serve him well. William caressed her, examining her. How much had changed and how much had stayed the same but no matter how much changed she was still beautiful and he still wanted to wake up every morning beside her. William leaned, lacing kisses everywhere he could reach. The ring that hung around his neck was pressed close to his skin.
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Ramzzy Radulescu
Slytherin
7th Year
I know I'm not perfect... but I'm so close it scares me.
Posts: 718
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Mar 20, 2013 0:52:54 GMT -5
Charity looked down at William. Firm lines had set in his face that made him look much more serious than he had been when he was younger. Had William always been a serious person? Thinking back, he had. William had always been intent on having a steady relationship with her, even if she didn't want it. He had pressed and pressed until she had been forced to push him away. Hopefully they didn't make the same mistakes again. No promises. No caring. Simple rules that Charity could withhold. She was a grown woman for fuck's sake. She could control her emotions better.
"I thought I was going to be with you forever. I thought you were going to take care of me, protect me. But that doesn't matter anymore, does it?" Charity smiled but it didn't quite meet her eyes. Charity laughed and shook her head before she pressed her lips to William's. Her hands knotted into his hair as she deepened the kiss.
When Charity pulled back the expression was gone. There was still a soft twinge in her heart but she winked at William. "So, William, did you miss me?"
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William Lucianuse
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I'm Back Baby!
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Post by William Lucianuse on Mar 20, 2013 17:23:39 GMT -5
William stared at her for awhile and then spoke. "Ofcourse I..I..I missed you, y..y..you don't understand. I have been protecting, I've checked on you over the years, I've been on the same street as you, I've been in the same room, I've been outside your house. I'm a c..c..c..coward Charity, I..I..I stood so close to you and then I ran away....I was so scared of what I would find if I spoke to y..y..you. I was scared to speak to you only to find you'd have started a family with a man better than me because I still love you Charity..." He couldn't ever speak to her, because if he knew she had a husband and children, the dream would be killed. He'd never be able to dream of her again without seeing the man that should of been him.
He was getting emotional again, he needed to stop. William couldn't help it, Charity had his heart in the palm of her hand and with one move she could crush it but he found he didn't care aslong as he got to be near her for just a second longer. He was the one who was supposed to be her husband and he was supposed to be a father but his own cowardice and his own thoughts that Charity deserved better than him had pushed him away and made him miserable. "Charity...Are you happy?" All he wanted to know was that.
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Ramzzy Radulescu
Slytherin
7th Year
I know I'm not perfect... but I'm so close it scares me.
Posts: 718
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Mar 20, 2013 19:20:31 GMT -5
Charity stared at William briefly, something she tended to do when she was caught off guard. What William had just said was not moving through her mind quickly, in fact it seemed to just slip over her head. Charity blinked a few times, willing what was just said to sink in but it refused. Charity's subconscious knew that it might be better if it didn't.
Charity clued in a few seconds later. Her eyes fluttered briefly as she slowly climbed off him. She stood, her arms crossed across her chest, and impatiently tapping her foot. She glowered down at William as if he had just offended her. "You did what, Mr. Lucianuse? You turned into a glorified stalker? Have you no shame? Spying on me? I thought you were better than that, Lucianuse." Charity's hand flew to the top of her robe, doing up buttons until the robe reached all the way up her neck.
"Am I happy? I mean, I was! To be that bloody close to me and not say anything. To watch my family and I. Do you not see something wrong with that?" Charity turned and rammed her fist into the desk. "Of all the cowardly things. That's what you are! You're like a dog that constantly walks around with his tail between his legs! I can't be with someone like that anymore! Dammit, I need somebody stronger, Lucianuse. I need someone who won't hide from something..."
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William Lucianuse
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Post by William Lucianuse on Mar 25, 2013 10:31:37 GMT -5
William listened to her, so many emotions came crashing down. He couldn't decided how to feel, ashamed that he couldn't speak to her, angry that she'd called him a coward and a dog or sad that she'd told him that she needed someone else. William couldn't let this happen. If she needed someone else then he'd become someone else. He wasn't going to be a Dog with his tail between his legs, he was going to become the Alpha.
William walked towards her, closing the gap once more. "I'm not hiding Charity...I'm not going to hide anymore. I know what I want." William moved his hands to hers and held them, firmly but gently aswell. "Charity, I can't of come this far I can't of lived without you for so many years for you to just remove me, for you to just remove me from your life. I'm not a Dog anymore..." William voice had changed tone from earlier, he'd become more determined as if he was fighting a force he couldn't see and needed to win.
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Ramzzy Radulescu
Slytherin
7th Year
I know I'm not perfect... but I'm so close it scares me.
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Mar 30, 2013 17:39:17 GMT -5
Charity glared at William and shook her head sadly. He really didn't get that. He hadn't matured or grown up at all. He was the exact same William. There was reason she had left him all those years ago. perhaps it was better for her to not forget those reasons so easily. Maybe she needed this. Needed to see William one last time before she finally gave up on him. There were obvious signs that it still wasn't ready to work between them. While she had grown up, been forced to move on with her life and support her children, he had been hung up on her. He hadn't had to do anything with his life but simply watch her from afar, keep her his one lewd obsession.
"You're still the same. You say things, promise them but you never take action. You simply say all the things I want to hear instead of acting on them. That isn't good enough, William. You're not good enough for me. You're nothing but a ragged puppy, never growing up." Charity turned away, walking stiffly towards the door. She paused with her hand on the door, staring at the pattern of the wood. "And you can take that stupid ring off."
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William Lucianuse
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Post by William Lucianuse on Mar 30, 2013 17:54:34 GMT -5
William listened to her and he felt numb. Nothing. Na-da. No emotion, nothing at all. He just shrugged at her and didn't say a word. He put a hand to his neck, walked to his desk, dropped the ring on the table as he walked passed and sat down. He looked at her before she left, he should be begging her, screaming, crying but he wasn't. He just looked at her. "Bye Charity but...A..A..Are you sure you want to do this? Are you sure you can't give me another ch...chance? Don't you remember what we meant to each other?"
He then, without checking whether she'd left or not bent down to the bottom draw of his desk and pulled it out, lifting a bottle from the draw and put it to his lips, taking a large swig. The liquid burned down his throat as he blinked his eyes. William checked the time, it was still early but surely somewhere in the world it was drinking time. Williams stomach felt the familiar feeling of Firewhiskey entering his system. He hadn't told Charity what he'd done between Hogwarts and now and that's because he wasn't proud of it. He'd gone downwards since Seventh year and he'd dropped off the radar, having no Wolfbane potion and still not wanting to hurt anyone, he wanted to get far away from towns with only Firewhiskey he'd buy from towns while passing through and his Wolf senses, he'd wake up with new scars and just hope he hadn't hurt anyone this time.
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Ramzzy Radulescu
Slytherin
7th Year
I know I'm not perfect... but I'm so close it scares me.
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Mar 30, 2013 18:45:09 GMT -5
Charity shook her head and turned towards William. Her eyes flashed briefly before she was striding towards William. Her left hand clenched reflexively as she stopped a meter away, staring William down. All the anger she had hld down for years was bubbling to the surface and Charity was not willing to push it down. She was tired of staying composed. Charity was done being perfect, at last for the moment.
"You ungrateful MUTT." Charity raised her wand. She blasted a hex through the bottle of Firewhisket, feeling reassured as the crack sounded throughout the room. Her hand clenched toghter around the wand, aiming another curse at William. A brief spew of fire spewed from her wand, charring the ground by William's foot. Her eyes were ablaze with anger, oozing like the fire that had proceeded forth from her wand, charring a desk close to her.
"You don't even know me. You have no idea what I've done. You have no right to waltz back into my life and expect me to divulge my undying love. You sure are a cocky bastard, still, aren't you?" Charity blasted a mild electric wave directly at William in her anger. It felt so good to be doing this.
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William Lucianuse
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Post by William Lucianuse on Mar 30, 2013 19:04:53 GMT -5
William watched as his Firewhiskey bottle exploded in his hand. He looked at her sideways, she'd just HAD to keep doing it didn't she? Always pushing, always knowing what to say to try to make his lose it. William flew backwards as the hex was aimed at his feet, not wanting to burst into flame and then the mild shock he received silenced his upcoming retort. Filled with Dutch courage, he stood behind his desk, trying to shake off the pain. "Charity? You think my life has been any better? You don't know what it feels like the be a beast! To be scared of waking up once a month surrounded by bodies, with scars you never knew you had!"
With firewhiskey fueled rage William pushed his desk to the side, the build up of anger darkening his eyes. The anger from Seventh year, the anger from his entire life being let out like the short fuse of a bomb. He lifted his wand, obviously getting into a magic fight with a DADA teacher was a terrible idea but he found he didn't care. His passion and anger melting into one as he approached her. He put a hand to her neck forcefully. "I. Am. Not. A. Mutt." He'd heard it enough over the years, whenever he was found out...The constant talks and the prejudice and discrimination he received, no-one wanted to admit it but it existed.
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Ramzzy Radulescu
Slytherin
7th Year
I know I'm not perfect... but I'm so close it scares me.
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Mar 30, 2013 19:35:08 GMT -5
Charity's chin shot up as she felt William's hand on her neck. She gave a huff of surprise and raised an eyebrow. Her hand came up and dug her nails into William's forearm, daring him to continue. She pursed her lips at William before placing a low smirk on her face. "I'm not afraid of you, William, you should know that. I dare you to try something. You can't because you're nothing but a coward. Nothing but a. Cowardly. Little. Mutt." Charity snorted before she focused on a spot over William's shoulder, looking entirely uninterested despite the predicament she was in.
Most people would be panicking if they were in this position. Who wanted to be completely defenseless? Charity didn't worry. She knew William. He wouldn't do anything to her. He couldn't no matter how much he wanted to.
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