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Post by eileen on Jan 8, 2012 20:22:21 GMT -5
Cameron looked around for the source of the voice. He immediately knew who's it was. After the voice stopped, he looked at Charity and the baby.
"Haylee?" he said rhetorically to the baby. "You're...." he hard a hard time breathing, "the Dark Lord's daughter?"
Then looking up at Charity, he didn't know what to say. So many questions appeared in his mind, but there were too many, he needed one. Just one question that she could answer. But there was none.
"It's okay, Charity," was all he said. "You don't have to be afraid of anything."
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Ramzzy Radulescu
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Jan 8, 2012 20:27:49 GMT -5
"Merlin, don't pity me! So what? I have a child. So what? Its Voldemort's. Cry me a river!" She screamed as she turned down the corridor. She fled to her Godfather. Severus would help her. He needed to.
She didn't realize she was crying until she almost ran into someone. She stumbled before she caught herself on a wall. She shook her head before she continued and found a deserted corridor. She sat down and tried to control her breathing.
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Post by eileen on Jan 8, 2012 20:58:08 GMT -5
Cameron followed her, he wasn't going to let her get away or get rid of him that easily. Finding her, he stood above her looking down.
He crossed his arms and huffed, then paced back and forth in front of her.
"Look," he began, "I don't pity you. I pity the child who's mother can't even hold her in her arms! It's not her fault and she doesn't deserve it because she had no choice on who her parents are."
He was reminded of his own parents, who don't even love him even though he was their offspring- their own flesh and blood. The people who were supposed to love him no matter what, and they didn't.
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Jan 8, 2012 21:05:02 GMT -5
"What? You really think you could love a child that was conceived through a man you would've given your life for? A man who you loved with all your being but he never wanted to care for you? A child is so much like her father in every way that you worry that she'll never love you either?" Charity shouted as she stood up. "If you think you could handle that and still look down at your daughter with love, then be my guest. I told you to stay out of it." Charity whispered, losing her anger. She wrapped her arms around her stomach and leaned back against the wall.
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Post by eileen on Jan 8, 2012 21:13:01 GMT -5
Cameron's blood flared and he felt so much anger he wanted to burn the entire school to the ground.
"I can't believe how selfish you're being right now!" he said angrily, "Who the fuck cares who's child it is?! She's your daughter! If anyone is going to love that child, it's you!"
Turning around to the wall behind him, he hit the cement with as much force as possible, breaking his knuckles and almost his wrist. He turned back around to face the woman he loved, and would always love.
"You're better than this," he said clenching his fist tightly that blood dripped down on the floor.
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Jan 8, 2012 21:19:15 GMT -5
Charity recoiled as Cameron's fist hit the wall. She suppressed a scream and feigned calm as she rocked forward to grab his fist. Blood stained her hands as she pulled out her handkerchief to tie it around it. She was not going to trust herself with Episkey.
"The funny thing is: I'm not though," Charity whispered as she finished tying the handkerchief.
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Post by eileen on Jan 8, 2012 22:14:44 GMT -5
Cameron pulled his hand away and turned away from her.
"Yes you are. Even if you don't believe it, I know you're better than this," he said, "Don't make the same mistakes my parents did. They treated me like you treat her now, and that's how I became the sick bastard that I am. Don't make that mistake."
He felt cold inside. Cameron thought he'd never have any feelings for anyone, but Charity had changed all that. And he wanted to change, to become a better person for her.
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Jan 8, 2012 22:20:58 GMT -5
Charity sighed as she wrapped her arms around his middle from behind. "You're not a sick bastard." Charity whispered.
"I just can't deal with her. Every time I look at her... I just get so disgusted. Anyway I try to raise her will just make her end up twisted. I mean, she's the devil waiting to happen. You-know-who and I? Because we-re going to produce the happiest child in the world."
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Post by eileen on Jan 8, 2012 22:32:22 GMT -5
Cameron held her hands that wrapped around him. He looked back at her before turning and pulling her close, his arms around her waist.
"Sometimes the best children can come from the worst parents," he said as his hand reached up to touch her jaw line. "Give her the benefit of the doubt, Charity. If you don't-- well, you've set her up for failure already and her destiny is doomed to be one of complete misery. Do you really want that?"
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Jan 8, 2012 22:37:44 GMT -5
"I don't know what I want anymore." Charity sighed. "It just scares me. I don't want her to turn out like me but that's the only way of parenting I know." She whispered as she looked down at her feet.
"I screw everything up." Charity shrugged as she put a smile on her face. "Maybe Draco will help." Charity pulled away from Cameron as she went to gather Haylee.
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Post by eileen on Jan 8, 2012 22:54:56 GMT -5
Cameron dropped his hands by his side. He loved Charity, but he had his limits on how angry he could get. He'd already broken his knuckles. Looking down at the bloody cloth wrapped around his hand, he sighed.
Cameron didn't want to get angry anymore. He'd never give up on her, but she was being so stubborn right now he could just about strangle her.
Turning down the hall, he walked away towards the Ravenclaw Common Room.
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Ramzzy Radulescu
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Jan 8, 2012 22:57:51 GMT -5
"Bye!" Charity called after him. "I love you!" She said before she turned and hurried off towards Snape's Office.
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