William Lucianuse
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Care of Magical Creatures Professor
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Post by William Lucianuse on Dec 11, 2012 13:59:53 GMT -5
William awoke. He didn't know how long he'd been out. All he remembered were the words that Charity had said and the amazing pain in his chest afterwards. He pushed himself up as some last tears rolled onto the pillows.
He looked around, he was in the Hospital Wing. He saw the various other patients and the Nurse. He didn't want to speak. He didn't want to move. He didn't want to do anything. It was then that she noticed him and approached. She told him that he'd had a heart attack.
He'd had his first heart attack and hopefully his last. Williams eyes then darted around the room and beside his he saw the ring. He didn't want it but he didn't want it to go missing. He wanted to talk to Charity but he never wanted to see her face. Will turned his head to the entrance. Hoping someone cared enough to see him.
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Ramzzy Radulescu
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I know I'm not perfect... but I'm so close it scares me.
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Dec 12, 2012 20:57:42 GMT -5
Charity padded down the corridor, each step heavy with remorse. She fought a silent war inside her head. Charity had heard about what happened to William. For the past thirty minutes she had been passing outside the door to the Hospital. Did she really want to go in there? Even if she did go in there would William just yell at her to leave? She blamed herself for what had happened. It didn't mean she wanted to get back with him but the least she could do was check in and see if he was okay. She owed him that much.
Charity took a few deep breaths before placing her hand on the cool metal of the doorknob. She twisted it twice before finally pulling it open. Charity stared at her feet as she entered and awkwardly shuffled forward. It took the rest of her courage to look up and find William laying on a cot. With a few more deep breaths, she headed over towards William and stared at him.
"So... How are you?"
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William Lucianuse
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Care of Magical Creatures Professor
I'm Back Baby!
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Post by William Lucianuse on Dec 16, 2012 2:45:32 GMT -5
William turned his eyes to look as a figure entered the hospital. It was a figure he knew all too well. He sighed as she approached, part of him wanted to speak with her while the other part wanted to yell and scream. She had done something terrible and it had affected his physical form, she made him have a heart attack. She didn't know she would do it but it was her fault. Things were going so well, William was going to meet her parents, he'd spent all of his money on a ring that she gave back. "I'm perfectly fine seeing as I just had a heart attack caused by 'heavy stress or bad news' and I think I know which of them it is."
Will looked at her cursing himself for feeling so emotional. He turned hid head not to look at her as a few tears gathered in his eyes that he didn't want her to see. She had done enough without seeing him cry over her and telling everyone.
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Ramzzy Radulescu
Slytherin
7th Year
I know I'm not perfect... but I'm so close it scares me.
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Dec 28, 2012 0:26:49 GMT -5
Charity bit her lip and brought her hand to her throat to worry the necklace that sat in the hollow of her neck. What was she supposed to do? She could cry and cuddle up to him but what would that do? She'd probably get a sore arse from being pushed out of the bed. How else was she to comfort him? Charity knew how worthless and empty words could be. I'm sorry would not help the situation in the least. Charity looked Round, bouncing her eyes from patient to patient, before coming forward to the side of the bed.
"William, you know I never meant for this to happen. I was just expecting a clean break. You were supposed to be hurt but you'd move on." Charity reached out hesitantly and pushed the hair back from his forehead before pulling her hand back. I was thinking about what was best for you, William, trust me."
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William Lucianuse
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Post by William Lucianuse on Dec 28, 2012 5:56:10 GMT -5
William turned to face her once he'd dealt with the tears in his eyes. He was wearing a façade of strength. He listened to her and sighed.
"Move on? Move on to who Charity?"
As she reached out and brushed his hair with her hand, a tiny almost untraceable smile appeared on his lips and he reached out as she pulled her hand back. He lightly caught her hand and once more brought it to his face. He rested his lips on her hand, thinking of what to say. What could he say? He could grovel for her affection but that wouldn't go down to well with her. He slightly parted his lips from her hand but kept hold of it.
"Charity...I love you and I think I always will but if you want to....Do something else then you can. I'm going to be here for you at all times, day or night. I know you were thinking of what's best for me and I thank you for that but Charity....Can you tell me why?"
A lump has formed in his throat. He wasn't supposed to act like this to her. He was supposed to be angry, furious even but he wasn't. He didn't want to get angry at her. He wanted to be understanding, how else could he be for the woman he loves.
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Ramzzy Radulescu
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I know I'm not perfect... but I'm so close it scares me.
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Dec 31, 2012 16:26:53 GMT -5
Charity jerked back, tears of anger and frustration stuck in her eyes as she viciously shook her head. He didn't understand. He didn't understand it all. This is where he needed to understand that Charity wasn't good. Charity would tear his heart out over and over, stomp on it and smash it to itty bitty pieces, and just when he thought he was going to be okay, thought his heart was whole again, Charity would rip it out again just to spite him. It would be easier for him to just hate her. Hate her with a never ending passion. Hate her so much that even looking at her caused bile to rise up in his throat that he had to choke back. Bike so disgusting it left a foul taste in his mouth.
"William, don't. Don't say things like that. Tell me you hate me. Tell me that I wasn't worth anything. Tell me you can't stand to even look at me!" Charity slammed her fists into the bed beside him, causing the bed to rattle. "Stop being a damn nancy and be a fucking man! God, do anything but that!!!"
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William Lucianuse
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Post by William Lucianuse on Jan 1, 2013 6:17:38 GMT -5
William moved over to one side of the bed and he looked at her. She wanted him to hate her but he just couldn't. He couldn't even if he tried or wanted to. William looked at her and he remembered the time they first met. He remembered the first day when he entered the door of Hogwarts and saw the beautiful, amazing Charity Anderson. He remembered their first kiss. To William she was the object of perfection. She could do no harm to him.
She had however proven him wrong however he forgave her the moment he awoke. He could never say the words 'hate' and 'Charity' together. His love for her however is the reason he is letting her do her own thing. If you love something set it free, if it comes back it's yours and if it doesn't...It never was.
"Charity...I..I.....I love you. I could never h...Hate you Charity. If you really want to...l...l...leave me then......I understand, I'm a Werewolf, I have a stutter...I..I...I'm too nice. I'm not a 'Charity boy' I'm not someone who you would want to or be expected to be around so...I understand."
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Ramzzy Radulescu
Slytherin
7th Year
I know I'm not perfect... but I'm so close it scares me.
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Post by Ramzzy Radulescu on Jan 15, 2013 2:57:42 GMT -5
Charity shook her head and took two steps away from the bed, before turning fully. Charity took three steps towards the door before turning back. She glared at him for no apparante reason. Charity didn't even know how to respond. The barrage of emotions assulting her system made her unstable.
Charity let out a brief sob before she went for the bed. She put her hand on the side of William's face and shook her head. A tear fell off her face just to land on William's cheek. "Don't ever scare me like that again, you bastard. I worried so much. I thought you were dead. I hate you..." Charity muttered feebly, another tear rolling off her face to land on William's.
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William Lucianuse
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Care of Magical Creatures Professor
I'm Back Baby!
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Post by William Lucianuse on Jan 15, 2013 3:11:05 GMT -5
William watched her as she started to walk away from him. His first thought was that she had made her final decision, she was gonna leave him. He'd already accepted that fact when he first woke up but now she was actually walking away from him it felt like his heart had been torn from his chest but the feeling was replaced when she came back to his bedside. He felt the droplet of water hit his face, followed by another.
"Charity, I...I...I wont die. I could never do that to you. Charity, I love you. Please. P..P..Please can we just go back to the way we were? I love you Charity...I really do."
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